Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Freedom of Expression

Wat am i gonna say this time.. i m not sure myself, but i love to express myself.. may be i have a problem? expressing myself being one problem, and finding somebody to express it to is a greater problem..

Having a bad day is not so bad, afterall it shows you the real situation of things, when you start thinking and the whole past unwinds in flashback.. looks like i m seeing a whole lot of it today. I started off my day by reading a blog by a so called professional writer from tamil nadu.. he was talking abt how helpless he felt when he spent Rs.50 for a cup of coffee in coffee day where only rich people drank coffee.. and abt him going by bus and saving money.. not that he has no money, but he wants to save.. it appealed a lil too much away from my opinion.. mine wud be to say the more you think and save, the more u have a problem to save.. i m not against saving, but wats the point? u wanna save for you later life? when u have no life at all? one life dude, and ur going thru ur best phase of life, be smart enuf to live now.. like many others i also feel what if there is no tomorrow.. which brings me to another topic, wat if u dont wake up from ur dreams..

dreams are so part of ones life.. if u pay importance to ur reality which u live for 12 or 16 hrs a day, the rest of it may be u spend dreaming.. finally everything boils down to wat goes on inside ur head, may be dream or reality, everything is an illusion caused by the chemical reactions happening inside ur head.. then how on earth do u think ur seeing this blog..? a power plant atleast 100 miles away from you is generating electricity which is transmitted across high tension cables and thru transformers, plug points and ur laptop adapter and then wat happens inside the laptop micro processors, GOD only knows.. the end effect is u dont know how it happens, but it happens bcoz you wanna see it.. and if u see it, isnt it as good as believing it? yeah.. so life goes on..

by now, u realised u read a crappy blog.. i dont care, i just wanted to write something.. like i said in the begining i love expressing.. wat did i express? wat did i achieve..? i simply dont know..

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